I Love You
Yes, I am ready to say the L word finally
I love you.
Yes, I said it. While I am happy to be sharing this with you, at last, I am also sad for all these years we have been together and I didn’t appreciate you. Oh God, I was so blind and I am deeply sorry for that. I apologize for my utter ignorance while you have been putting so much into our relationship. Your patience is just endless. I cannot imagine anyone else enduring the torture of unrequited love.
Not to mention the numerous painful insults, foolish distrust, and pure hatred that I used channel to you and through you. I have to admit that there were so many moments when I even considered breaking up with you instead of fixing my attitude. Can you imagine that? Me leaving you only to become the stupidest person in the world? I know you felt that. But you never complained. Never tried to fight me. Just silently waiting, hugging me anytime I needed, and helping me fall asleep after a miserable night full of self-pity. I don’t really understand how you managed to survive and preserve your love for me while going through all that.
I owe you a great deal, babe. You are one of a kind, do you know that?
Despite being together for such a long time, it feels like I can truly see your beauty only now. I am finally able to look at you with genuine amazement and endlessly watch you move when you dance or exercise. I love your curves. I go crazy when I notice your firm buttocks nicely formed in a tight skirt and your cute breasts pointing out through a lace bra. I enjoy the moment you are slowly putting on your fishnets to show off your long legs.
And once in a while, there comes the time when I see you naked and my heart stops. There is a growing sixpack in front of me, nicely toned arms, and skinny thighs. That must be your yoga practice because the incredible flexibility, which goes hand in hand with it, is more than enjoyable. Honestly, I can’t get enough of you when we make love. Feeling your soft skin, smelling your hair, listening to your subtle moaning…relentlessly, forever.
Beyond that lies something even more radiant. Your beautiful soul. It is so delicate and incredibly strong at the same time. I will always remain astonished by its great depth filled out up to the very bottom with tons of sincere empathy and compassion. I am so happy to see that aside from saving the world and delivering happiness to people around you, you are also courageously fighting for your own bliss. You deserve it so much, girl.
Whenever I feel down, I think of your witty humor and intoxicating laugh. Your eyes shine like the brightest stars when you smile. Whenever I need to be inspired, I think of your extraordinary ability to work on your self-growth and evolve in lightspeed. I find your stamina exceptional, at times even extraterrestrial. I am speechless when you become passionate about something. Tasting your amazing homecooked meals is one of the best privileges I have ever received. Alongside your gentle heartwarming care.
Here and now I promise, I will never question your divinity again. You are my whole world. I am certain that no matter what happens, we will always be together, happy, and strong. Cherishing one another, until the end of our time.
You are gorgeous inside out. I love you, Myself.
